On My Own

(album: so, what are you doing? - 2016)

These muthafuckas
I done told em, I done showed em
They done laughed and they done scoffed but they gon cough all on my scrotum when that day comes
But right now it feels like I'm drownin out
Life droppin these bombs, barely talkin to moms, can't even tell you what that's about
Livin in doubt
So I ain't playin no more and I ain't sayin I ain't playin no more
I knocked a motherfucking wino out on my way to the store
Bought two glass 40s and went straight out the door
Feel like dudes ain't keepin it straight up no more
Might as well drown in my vices
The fuck kinda backwards world do we live in where value is driven by prices?
The fuck is the light switch?
Feel like I'm workin the night shift, it's dark every day
I been tryin to spark but the fight in my heart is in park and it's startin to fade
So I'm sittin here faded, tryin not to be too jaded
They treating the kid like a layman
So in lamen's terms, you can kiss my ass, you a fuckin bird
I don't play this shit
They all headbang when they play this shit
Don't know how else I should say this shit
Tryna play me, you can play this dick, I don't give a fuck
Off GP, you can't see me, I'm the bee's knees and I'm wildin
Cause even when everything's A-ok, you just a letter away from violence

I came in this game all alone
I came in this game on my own
It's too late I cannot go home
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I'll be damned if I ain't gon stay with it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I'll be damned if I ain't gon stay with it

I'm done bein polite, cause it's still just me and my mic
I won't stop, not believing the hype
Still hope one day they gon see all the light
Plus I came in with these burdens, I came in with these scars
I came in with these yearnings but you know I came in with these bars
This is for everyone chasin a dream that's improbable
Obstacles can't hold you down
See I done fell in a pool of anxiety so deep it feel like I destined to drown
But I made it back with two feet on the ground
Not by grace of God nor poppin the pills
I was alone in that water for so long decided it was time to grow me some gills
Tell me how you feel, tell me what's real, tell me if you really seekin the truth
Or you don't care about details, nothing like D12 cause you fine with the absence of Proof
I don't believe it, we all need it, it's in the same blood that's in all of our veins
All the bullshit and lies is just them tryna hide in disguises in all of our vain
And I ain't with that shit, cause I ain't no punk, you can wish that shit
Saliva for days, gon spit that shit
Came up alone, can't switch that shit
Bitch that's it, I'm too driven for any bridge toll, I'll burn that shit down if I have to
Cause at the end of the day they not gon remember if I ran you over or I passed you

I came in this game all alone
I came in this game on my own
It's too late I cannot go home
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I'll be damned if I ain't gon stay with it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I'll be damned if I ain't gon stay with it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I'll be damned if I ain't gon stay with it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I been this way since I came in it
I'll be damned if I ain't gon stay with it