Reason To Believe

Sometimes I like a little rain on a sunny day
Sometimes I like a little pain and to run away
Sometimes I wish I could explain what they done to me
But I don't even know myself what I'm gonna say
It's like seventy degrees, 'bout to go outside
I been waiting for the spring, maybe it could lift me
Ain't seen friends in a minute, I don't know my guys
I been inside with my girl, only one that gets me, yeah
Know that that's cliché
But we all deserve a little sappy happy day
[?] New York senate's always got the sun involved
I worry 'bout the day [?] I have no one to call, yeah
I think about that all the time
Make progressions then I always seem to fall behind
Was a skeptic but thought no way we could all be blind
Until they see and now I'm like nah, we ain't gon' all be fine, yeah

But I got reason to believe that the sun gon' shine
Reason to believe I might let things go
Think it's all a scheme when my rhyme don't climb
Afraid of losing steam, gotta let wings grow, yeah
La-la-la-la-la-la, hey hey
Think we might gone too far
But I can't fix it all today
Today, today
La-la-la-la-la

Tryna hammer and wrench shit that needs finessing
In an era when we treat facts like suggestions
I'd like to leave my care behind and it's tempting
But this little soul of mine, oh my, he's relentless
Used to babysit their feelings then I would fence sit
Now I'm on the other side like fuck it guys I meant it
Yeah, that fresh air smell made me pensive
Make me feel I could at least forgive if not forget shit
'Cause I think I really might make it
Out where I thought I'd be stuck
And I ain't really tryna fake it
No more, no, it's all about the love, yeah
And I've seen it and felt it
I've caught a glimpse [?] free without selfish
And if I can't build a home there before the ice caps melted
Well, shit, at least I got

Reason to believe that the sun gon' shine
Reason to believe I might let things go
Think it's all a scheme when my rhyme don't climb
Afraid of losing steam, gotta let wings grow, yeah
La-la-la-la-la-la, hey hey
Think we might gone too far
But I can't fix it all today