Four Years Ago

(album: Sex, Death & The Infinite Void - 2020)

You were drunk the night we met
But it didn't show
You smoked menthol cigarettes
To hide the taste below
Did I grow up too fast?
Did you grow up slow?
Along the way I lost myself
In your shadow

I loved you for a little while
Four years ago
Sometimes I feel lost and wild
When the moon is low

Just like four years ago
Just like four years ago

I was a thrift shop purchase
With holes you had to sew
You wore me proud and with your friends
About four years ago
I spoke your name the other night
And the dead arose
Your spirit lives inside of me
And I become your ghost

I loved you for a little
While four years ago
Sometimes I feel lost and wild
When the moon is low

I remember I remember
Your skin felt just like gold
I remember I remember
When I didn't feel so old

Just like four years ago
Just like four years ago