Liar

(album: X's & O'z - 2014)

There's a war inside of me that runs so deep (yeah)
And I don't know which side that I'm gonna feed (oh, no)
I tried to be somebody good for you
For me, for them, it's true
But I get so misunderstood
I lose my cool, when I get blue

I start to bargain with angels
Devil won't leave me alone
I noticed that you were stable
He says to me as I go
And I'm back right where I started from again
It's the way I cope with pain and find my head
I'm a liar and I'm angry, I'm so mad
I'm a liar, I'm a liar

Locked up in the room, energy feels like a tomb
There's a knock at the door and I just can't answer
I'm lit and I don't wanna move
How much did I just consumed
Cause I can't breathe and I can't see truth
Am I gonna die? Am I gonna lose my mind?
If I keep this up undo
Is it your fault? Is it my fault?
Who do I blame when I can't think right?
Is it cause I can't find love and I'm too damn selfish
And anyone close I fight
Am I that tight? That I'll see things go well
And just wanna mess it up and take a bite
All I really know right know is I can't find light
And rhymes are giving me... a fright

I start to bargain with angels
Devil won't leave me alone
I noticed that you were stable
He says to me as I go
And I'm back right where I started from again
It's the way I cope with pain and find my head
I'm a liar and I'm angry, I'm so mad
I'm a liar, I'm a liar

I tried to be somebody good for you
For me, for them, it's true
But I guess it's all misunderstood
I lose my cool, when I get blue

I start to bargain with angels
Devil won't leave me alone
I noticed that you were stable
He says to me as I go
And I'm back right where I started from again
It's the way I cope with pain and find my head
I'm a liar and I'm angry, I'm so mad
I'm a liar, I'm a liar