Better Days

Is there anybody like me?
Praying for some better days, a better way
And if you really got it like me
I wonder if you ever break, but never say

That you don't wanna climb
Why does life gotta be a mountain all the time
And if I let go, would I plummet would I slide?
And what about the loose ends that I never tied?
Honestly, I'm tired... but I'm doing fine

Tell me that I'm better when I'm doping, I'll be fine
Tell me you don't like it when I'm sober, I'll be fine
Even though you got me out that grave
Just to dig another hole for me, I'm fine

Is there anybody like me?
Praying for some better days, a better way
And if you really got it like me
I wonder if you ever break, but never say

And do you ever lose yourself like me?
Do you ever confuse yourself like me?

Maybe I'm just nothing
I wanna feel like everything to me
Instead of feeling nothing

Usually I wouldn't care about mean words
But when it's coming from you, I'll admit that I bleed worse
And I need a rebirth, but you need to leave fast
And lemme deal with it, too much trauma to repack

I don't wanna be a cliche just to say that I hate you
But I hate you, I need you, I can't face you
I hate you for it, I love you too, but I hate you
Anything it takes to erase you

Is there anybody like me?
Praying for some better days, a better way
And if you really got it like me
I wonder if you ever break, but never say

And do you ever lose yourself like me?
Do you ever confuse yourself like me?