Rewind

(album: Show Me The Blueprints. - 2020)

Am I insane?
Well I really must be
Over analyze till it all fades away
Am I insane?
I keep clawing at my body
Cause my insides are boiling
In burns it hurts to be alive

Today means nothing
Tomorrow can wait
And yesterday's a story to tell
Just not for today

Where did you go?
You're not how I remember
Childish games turned a life drown in addiction
Where did you go?
When the sunlight brought a smile
Now clouds overhang the remnants of

Dreams we used to chase
Words we used to undyingly say
What a stumbling stuttering mess
To ruin such a thing

Tell me why should I rest
Holding my last breath
If all of this crumbles in the end?
Maybe what you see is all
You'll ever get from me

And sometimes you gotta find
A little rewind, rewind in your mind
Even if it's a lie

Today meant something
Tomorrow can wait
And yesterday's a story to tell
Just not for today