Permanent

(album: You're Welcome - 2021)

Wait, it's so permanent
Always rearranging I can't commit
Fear of a future I can't predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out

This is a cycle
Often repeated
That's predictable
To a fault
It's overwhelming
This process of changing
It's always over
Before it starts

It's out of my control
I got nothing to show
Now for it
See how long I can go
Before somebody knows
I'm running

Wait, it's so permanent
Always rearranging I can't commit
Fear of a future I can't predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out

Go 'round like a record
Constantly skipping
Hung up on the cracks
That haven't formed at all
Waiting for something
That's never coming
Another excuse
So I can put it off

It's out of my control
I got nothing to show
Now for it
See how long I can go
Before somebody knows
I'm running

Wait, it's so permanent
Always rearranging I can't commit
Fear of a future I can't predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out
It's so permanent
Always rearranging I can't commit
Fear of a future I can't predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out

This is who I am
When no one is watching
Flaws in character
Frozen by my options
I won't touch a thing
Because failure's contagious
Safe from your judgement
By staying complacent

Wait, it's so permanent
Always rearranging I can't commit
Fear of a future I can't predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out
It's so permanent
Always rearranging I can't commit
Fear of a future I can't predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out
The future freaks me out
The future freaks me out
The future freaks me out