Me Not Loving You

(album: The Body Remembers - 2021)

What do I do
While I'm waiting for the pain to go away?
What do I do
When I wake and say Hey, where's the sun today?
What do I do
Do with myself now?
Oh, I look to the sky
But, I can't find love's sweet lullaby

And I must do much more than
Try and just try
Ok, I'm gonna do it
One, two

This is me not loving you
No more storms to weather
Saying, what else could I do
To be your forever
This is the me not being the me
You said you would give your heart to
This is me not loving you
Now, if only that were true

I walk past our old street
Not thinking Hey, that used to be the place to be
Not waving at the people
Who are waving at me
Not putting on a show
And I'm not looking down
So I'm not missing hearts on the ground
Not missing the way you cuff your jeans
And sing Only In My Dreams off key
Not me

This is me not loving you
No more storms to weather
Saying, what else could I do?
To be your forever
This is me not being the me
You said you would always give your heart to
This is me not loving you
Ohhh

Now, if only that were true

I'm not singing this love song
I'm not saying, girl, be strong!
As I stumble along the avenue

This is the me being the me
Doing that thing I said I'd never do
Now this me not loving you
Oooh
If only that were true
I said I'd never do
Me not loving you