Did it To Myself

(album: Walk Like Me - 2021)

I was this close
To calling it off
To taking the loss
To fucking pulling the boss
I know you feel me
But I only feel me
I'm my Achilles
My own Achilles

Even when you believe in nothing
You get down on your knees and pray
Even when you're down down low
You tolerate the day
Even when you wanna run
Sometimes you stay
Even when you wanna run
Sometimes you stay

I did it to myself
I really did it
Did it to myself
Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it
Did it to myself

Did it to myself
Did it to myself

My thoughts were so far
Away from my bed
While you were asleep
I'm fucking her in my head
It's not a love-life, it's a daydream
When it's over, so's the mystery
And then you kiss me
My own Achilles

Even though I believe in nothing
I get down on my knees and pray
Even when I'm down down low
I tolerate the day
Even when I wanna run
Sometimes I stay
Even when I wanna run sometimes I stay...

I did it to myself
I really did it
Did it to myself
Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it
Did it to myself

It's that away life
Can I have your thoughts on that
Maybe it's misplaced confidence
Breaking my heart right back
I know you feel me
I know you feel me
You're my Achilles

But knowing doesn't help
Yeah, I wish I didn't
Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it
I did it to myself

I did it to myself

I did it to myself

Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it

I did it to myself, to myself