Find My Peace

(album: Dead End - 2015)

[Intro:]
Yeah, addictions are no fun man but you know what, I'ma handle this one

[Verse 1:]
You don't know what it's like, uh
Being me, it gets lonely at night
I try and help these people when I'm holding the mic
But when I put it down, I get lost in this light (light)
What's the cause and effect? Too many years I gotta cover the check
Yeah, I cover the check Why?
Cause I'm the illest to do it abuse the alcohol, cruising
A brewing, hitting curbs, parking, I'm spewing

[Hook:]
If you see her I'd tell her
That I'm coming home tonight
That I've been gone for too long
And I know it's only right
I woke up I was off my bed (My bed, my bed, I was off my bed)
My head was hurting again (It's hurting, hurting again)
I've been searching for peace
See I was too blind to see
That you were in front of me
Put one foot forward
I got to reach my goal
I need to get over
This addiction I know

[Verse 2:]
What do I do? Where do I go?
Everyone I know drinks more than before
How many friends can I count that don't get an amount
Of alcohol in their system when were out and about, none
That'll maybe say no, when the waitress comes, maybe we'll just say coke
Who knows but kudos to those peeps that do those things without a doo doe stain
I'm addicted to the bad things, these blood suckers with the bat fangs
I wake up from my bed frame on the floor with my hand in the damn chain

[Hook:]
If you see her I'd tell her
That I'm coming home tonight
That I've been gone for too long
And I know it's only right
I woke up I was off my bed (My bed, my bed, I was off my bed)
My head was hurting again (It's hurting, hurting again)
I've been searching for peace
See I was too blind to see
That you were in front of me
Put one foot forward
I got to reach my goal
I need to get over
This addiction I know

[Verse 3:]
You don't know where I've been
You don't know how many times I've sinned
You don't know a God dang jack shit
So please wear a sweater and put on your jacket
When you're walking with me cause it tends to get cold
Let's pretend it's below 10 cause it's definitely low
You're not the only one struggling, I'm letting you know
It's just life's way of molding you and making you grow
So listen to me, you're not an ordinary fish in the sea
You're something special, something that people wish they could be
So take it and brace it and use it effortlessly
And just know that a higher power just sentenced to me

[Hook:]
If you see her I'd tell her
That I'm coming home tonight
That I've been gone for too long
And I know it's only right
I woke up I was off my bed (My bed, my bed, I was off my bed)
My head was hurting again (It's hurting, hurting again)
I've been searching for peace
See I was too blind to see
That you were in front of me

[Outro:]
I've been searching for peace
See I was to blind to see
That you were in front of me