Honeysuckle

(album: Dissociation - 2016)

I'm lying here wondering am I dying inside
Am I diseased, I'm feeling pretty weak
My lungs are full of fluid
Will they continue to fill
Is this nearly the end

I used to be so pissed off
Then I forgot
Then I erased you
(Then I just fucking erased you)

Not for nothing
I was born so happy
But now it just takes
So much to keep me alive

Not for nothing
I was born so happy
But now it just takes
So much to keep me alive
I thought I'd be better without you
The past is always poison to me

Tried to forget
Tried to erase you

From the rain that never falls
From the wind that blows away from me
From the waves on other shores
From the taste of air surrounding me

I'm stuck at the corner of how long
I'm stuck at the corner of how long

So hard to be awake
Like hell to fall asleep
Tried to forget
Tried to forget
So hard to be awake
Like hell to fall asleep
Let me erase
Let me erase

A time and place
I can't forget
I can't forget
Your face
I can't erase
I can't erase
I can't erase
I can't erase

Claw away at the wound inside
Rip into my flesh to find a light
It's suffocating in here and it's only me
Come a little bit closer, please