Homesick

(album: Love Is Dead And We Killed Her - 2019)

You can't make history if you're stuck at home
As much as I wanna be
Stability comforts me
But I constantly rebel against myself
Pushing for what makes me feel uneasy

The lines light up like white stars on a black night
So homesick I might throw up
Fill my empty chair with your friends
Because I can't tell where this begins or ends
And now I can finally see
How this has become a part of me

But I'll be back, momma

I promise to come back soon
I'm feeling homesick
And I miss you too, oh
Losing track of how I'm feeling now
Try to keep my head up in the clouds
I promise to come back soon, oh
I'm coming home

I know I'm way too young to worry like this
Still writing my memories
Still in my same old diary
So that when I'm old I can look back and see
What it all meant to me
To finally feel like I'm free

But I'll be back, momma

I promise to come back soon
I'm feeling homesick
And I miss you too, oh
Losing track of how I'm feeling now
Try to keep my head up in the clouds
I promise to come back soon, oh
I'm coming home
Oh, whoa
I'm coming home

I wanna make history
But I'm stuck at home
And I don't wanna be
As much as it comforts me

I promise to come back soon
I'm feeling homesick
And I miss you too, oh
Losing track of how I'm feeling now
Try to keep my head up in the clouds
I promise to come back soon, oh
I'm coming home
Oh, whoa
I'm coming home
I'm coming home