Instability

(album: The World Is In Your Way - 2020)

Who's to blame for my suffering?
Why can't I find relief
Feels like someones out to get me
That's just something that the weak believe

A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
You can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
Broke, stuck, staring at the screen
Nothing on my mind, a slave to the routine

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me

No ambition, no goals no self-respect
No one else to care what did I expect
Change of scenery won't help, I'm sure I'll find
Never mind the state you're in, all about your state of mind

A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
I can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
Low, strange, don't wanna be clean
A loner a creep, at home in the obscene

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me

I'm what's killing me
I'm what's killing me

I'm praying for a miracle
Cause right now (right now) I feel like I'm invisible
Don't tell me how to deal
Cause this, to me is real
You probably think that you're invincible

Don't offer an apology
Don't need your fucking sympathy
I know I'm not who I wanna be
I'm the only reason for my misery

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me

This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me
I'm what's killing me
I'm what's killing me