Primrose

(album: Primrose Path - 2019)

(I can't... just leave me, just leave me)
(I can't... just leave me, just leave me)
(I can't... just leave me, just leave me)
(I can't... just leave me, just leave me)
(I can't...)

I can't come in today
I think I've caught a bug
I know I need the pay
Right now I don't give a fuck
Because today I'm just so tired of myself
I just want to dwell

I'm thinking slowly
I can feel my only way out
Is through my restraints now
I wish I had another way

I wish I had another way
I've been drinking
And maybe it's not such a good thing

I'm not good
God just give me some release
God just give me something please
Cause I'm drunk
And on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked
Misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go

Now I broke from my god
I covered myself in dirt
I can't get stuff done
I'm feeling the dread
I'm smoking too much
I'm staying in bed
I've let those demons
Back in my head
I need to find a balance
Before I lose myself again

God just give me some release
God just give me something please
Cause I'm drunk
And on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked
Misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go

Will you just leave me alone?
(Just leave me, just leave me)
(Just leave me, just leave me)
(Just leave me, just leave me)
(Just leave me, just leave me)

Why do I keep falling back on myself?
(Just leave me, just leave me)
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
(Just leave me, just leave me)
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
(Just leave me, just leave me)
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
(Just leave me, just leave me)

Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?

I'm not alright

I'm not good
God just give me some release
God just give me something please
Cause I'm drunk
And on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked
Misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go