I Feel It Too

(album: Primrose Path - 2019)

So where do we go from here, huh?
You have no discipline and that's clear, yeah
So where do we go from here?
You're not blameless, you're acting low
Your strength has faded, you're showing bone
I just really need to understand where your head's at
And what you want from this

And I told you that it wasn't gonna feel right
Now I'm staring at you standing in the limelight
Everything is open and your chest tight
Can you just let me in for once in your life?

No I've never ever, ever felt so fucked up
I can't even hide behind my make up
I think I have to let you go
Cause that's what they've been telling me so
I can feel what it feels to be like you
And I can't be like you
I can feel what it feels to feel that too
Just tell me why

Sick to your death
Of the same old mess
No we won't go far from here
Trying to paint us red
Sitting with sunsets
The only company
Is all that fear

And I told you that it wasn't gonna feel right
You disassociate and always turn a blind eye
You carried my bones and gave me the light
I just want to help you out
I just want to help you out

No I've never ever, ever felt so fucked up
I can't even hide behind my make up
I think I have to let you go
And I'm torn because I don't wanna hurt you
I can feel what it feels to be like you
And I just want you to know I love you
I can feel what it feels to feel that too
But I've got to let you go
Fuck

I promise it will hurt less if we get it off of your chest
Stop holding on, playing the same old song
For once in your life, your life

I know you can't help it
And I know it's not easy
And maybe I'm being hypocritical but I'm worried about your health
I want you to see me grow up and I want you to see me fall in love
I need your advice and I need your strength
Don't you see you're beautiful and you're the light in my dark?
You're the reason I have these sparks, you're the reason I laugh
You're the backbone and its hurting us all
To watch you kill yourself
And I don't want to have any regrets, so don't leave me with your mess
Please
I love you, I love you

No I've never ever, ever felt so fucked up
I can't even hide behind my make up
I think I have to let you go
They told me so
I can feel what it feels to be like you
Be like you
I can feel what it feels to feel that too

And I'm just worried I'm gonna be like you
Because I'm starting to feel it too