Killing Me

(album: no rain, no flowers - 2023)

Why'd you have to leave your hair on the pillows?
Now I can't even sleep
Your perfume is stained onto my clothes
There's no way that you'll never be

You said not to call you and I swear I tried to
But I really need my best friend
I'm sorry it's so late, I just couldn't think straight
'Cause this doesn't feel like the end, and I'm wondering

Is it killing you like it's killing me?
'Cause you're out getting drunk like it's therapy
Was it really you who was loving me
Or did I create who I thought you could be
'Cause I'm broken and halfway to dead
Is there still a piece of me stuck in your head?
Is it killing you like it's killing me?

I walk to LA on a tightrope
No parachute on me
I picked up and left all that I'd known
I'm tryna kill the memories

It seems like you're happy, happy without me
That didn't take you too long
And I'm out with my friends, sorry for calling again
But they're playing our song (I can't move on)

Is it killing you like it's killing me?
'Cause you're out getting drunk like it's therapy
Was it really you who was loving me
Or did I create who I thought you could be
'Cause I'm broken and halfway to dead
Is there still a piece of me stuck in your head?
Is it killing you like it's killing me?

I breathe in
A love that I used to believe in
I would've held on through the bleeding
So maybe you finally leaving is what I needed