excuses

(album: growth. - 2019)

Spent the past few months just tryna get away from you
But I am so weak, yeah I cling to your abuse
I sit around and allow all of your misuse
Yeah, so abusive

Oh girl your love is not the love I want for me
I want someone to come and make me feel complete
I want that love that will make me feel like a king
But darling, your love is not the right kind for me

Screaming, yelling
Hitting me with no defense

Then you come back all sobered up
Want to give me all your love, but

I don't want, I don't want your excuses
Tying up, tying up all these loose ends
Hanging up, hanging up nooses
To avoid all your excuses, excuses

No I don't want your excuses
Wearing long sleeves to hide all of my bruises
Mentally and physically abusive
No I don't want your excuses, excuses

Who ya love, who ya love now?
Love the pain, take a shot, drink it all down
Ice cold on my throat like a knife, ow
Love the pain, why I stay, masochist wow

I scream so loud, life'll never be the same
So insane, things change in a day now
Who am I now? Who am I now?

Screaming, yelling
Hitting me with no defense

Then you come back all sobered up
Want to give me all your love, but

I don't want, I don't want your excuses
Tying up, tying up all these loose ends
Hanging up, hanging up nooses
To avoid all your excuses, excuses

No I don't want your excuses
Wearing long sleeves to hide all of my bruises
Mentally and physically abusive
No I don't want your excuses, excuses

Mentally and physically abusive
You give your excuses
All your excuses, excuses