Control

(album: just calling to tell you i'm ok - 2023)

I'm in a new state, I'm in the worst way
I'm not dreaming, I'm not feeling

Am I going crazy? Cause you don't miss me
Am I going crazy? Cause you don't need me

Cause I needed you for the longest time
And it broke my heart tryna get it right
And I'm trying so hard but I can't let go
Do you know it's out of my control?

See the streets lights in my rear vision
I'm alone now but I'm healing

Am I going crazy? Cause you don't need me (need me)

Cause I needed you for the longest time
And it broke my heart tryna get it right
And I'm trying so hard but I can't let go
Do you know it's out of my control?

Cause I don't know who I am tonight without you
And I don't know how to feel when I'm alone
And my mind keeps heading south when I recall you
Guess that happens when you're miles away from home

Cause I needed you for the longest time
And it broke my heart tryna get it right
And I'm trying so hard but I can't let go
Do you know it's out of my control?

I needed you for the longest time
And it broke my heart tryna get it right
And I'm trying so hard but I can't let go
Do you know it's out of my control?

I needed you for the longest time
And it broke my heart tryna get it right
And I'm trying so hard but I can't let go
Do you know it's out of my control?

Needed you, longest time
Broke my heart, get it right
And I'm trying so hard, can't let go
Do you know?