Selfish

(album: PAINKILLER TWILIGHT - 2021)

Smoking cigarettes to feel something
Daddy issues don't mean nothing
I tell myself that he means nothing
But who am I kidding? Yeah

Saying I'm worthless and good riddance
Maybe we should just keep our distance
After time we can try and fix shit
Trust right now I ain't tryna fix shit

So am I selfish
Am I selfish yeah
I've seen your worst
So now I'm hurt so I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish

Working hard to break your grip
No way that I sustain it
Yeah, you've got your expectations
Can't expect no one to take em

You don't see
What I see
All the pain all the agony
You don't believe what you don't see
Having to be less to love me

But now I'm selfish
Am I selfish yeah
I've seen your worst
So now I'm hurt so I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish

Tell you how I feel
Feelings you ignore
Made me feel unreal
And feel nothing at all
Hard to choke my words
I'm against the wall
Yeah, you cut me deep
And you let me crawl

But now I'm selfish
Am I selfish yeah
I've seen your worst
So now I'm hurt so I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I'm fuckin selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish
That makes me selfish
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish