Envy

(album: Rocking Horse - 2021)

Oh, my head is full of roses that grow behind my eyes
Can you hear it, the voice in there that still haven't learned to lie?
My darling, I'm hanging loose, with this body, with this body from my soul
I wish you'd dare to come right here, I know I'ma let you know

I know I'm tough to love
But not too tough to feel love
I'm too loved I'm too much for this world
Keep looking for a home
A heart where I belong, 'cause
I'm too loved to be loved on my own
I'm too loved to be loved all alone

Oh, today, I'm gon' pretend I'm someone else's dream
And anything that happened here, had nothing to do with me
Oh no, had nothing to do with me

I know I'm tough to love
But not too tough to feel love
I'm too loved I'm too much for this world
Keep looking for a home
A heart where I belong, 'cause
I'm too loved to be loved on my own
I'm too loved to be loved all alone

I envy the rocks, forever they sleeping
I'm too loved, I'm too loved, I'm too
I envy the shell of the oyster I'm eating
I'm too loved, I'm too loved, I'm too
I envy the clouds, forever they shifting
I'm too loved, I'm too loved, I'm too
Yeah, I envy your breath, the breath of the ocean
I'm too loved, I'm too loved

Just pretend, pretend I am a rusty red machine
Forgotten deep in someone's past that no one will ever need
Oh no, that no one will ever need

I'm too loved, I'm too loved, I'm too loved
I'm too loved, I'm too loved, I'm too loved
I'm too loved, I'm too loved, I'm too loved

I know I'm tough to love
But not too tough to feel love
I'm too loved I'm too much for this world
Keep looking for a home
A heart where I belong, 'cause
I'm too loved to be loved on my own
I'm too loved to be loved all alone
All alone

Can you hear it, the voice in there that still haven't learned to lie?
No, I still haven't learned to lie