Little Idiot

(album: Journey To The Center Of Myself, Vol. 3 - 2021)

I fucked up
Shot myself in the foot
Blew it
Got myself in a rut
My friends know I'm such a little idiot

I'm sorry for the things I said
I hate myself so I make a mess
Make a mess
Make a mess

Why do I sabotage everything
In my life
I'm rolling round inside my grave
Regretting things that I said

I know that it's over
You said that it's over
Then one of us screams for help
Let's make a mess, make a mess, make a mess

I know that it's better
When we're not together
But I can't help myself
Let's make a mess, make a mess, DAMN!
We make such a lovely mess

I talk shit
I got a fucked up past
Fill holes with whatever I can
Must be overcompensating
For something I'm repressing

I'm sorry for the things I said
I swear to god I hate this mess
I hate this mess

I know that it's over
You said that it's over
Then one of us screams for help
Let's make a mess, make a mess, make a mess

I know that it's better
When we're not together
But I can't help myself
Let's make a mess, make a mess, DAMN!
We make such a lovely mess

I demonize you cause the demons in me
Start corrupting my thoughts and destroying my dreams
Sabotaging the truth turning lies into news
I'm a garbage excuse of a friend or a muse
I'm sorry for the things I said
I hate myself so I make a mess
Make a mess
Make a mess
Let's make amends

I know that it's over
You said that it's over
Then one of us screams for help
Let's make a mess, make a mess, make a mess

I know that it's better
When we're not together
But I can't help myself
Let's make a mess, make a mess, DAMN!
We make such a lovely mess
We make such a lovely mess

Why do I sabotage everything
In my life
I'm rolling round inside my grave
Regretting things that I said

I fucked up