I Don't Want To Post This

(album: Love In The Age Of Anxiety - 2022)

I'm not tired, I'm fine
Love, do not be concerned
Not sad, I'm lying down
No, I'm not sick, just nervous
I wish I could focus
But I've lost my attention power
And I don't wanna post this
But I crave the attention

Somebody mentioned it's obvious
That I'm lying to myself

I wanna know that you feel the same way I do
That I'm not alone in the dark
I wanna feel you right here in the same room
And when I'm gone you still feel a spark
And I don't wanna post this
But I wanna be a part of your live stream
Not a fish outta water
'Cause I ain't playing dead
So forget my body
I'm calling this art

I'm not mad, I'm stressed out
I've been scrolling down
Too long, I'm depressed now
But I'll be fine, I promise
I don't wanna post this
But I've lost my intention now
And I wish you would notice
'Cause I crave the attention

Somebody said this is all of us
But they're lying

I wanna know that you feel the same way I do
That I'm not alone with my thoughts
I wanna feel you right here in the same room
Like I'm not just a guy that you forgot
And I don't wanna post this
I just wanna be a part of your live stream
Not a fish outta water
Without it, I'd be dead
So forget my body
I'm posting it
And calling it art

And I don't wanna post this
I just wanna be a part of your live stream
Not a fish outta water
'Cause I ain't playing dead
So forget my body
I'm calling this art