Wonder

(album: Before We Begin - 2019)

What if you weren't so depressed and
What if I wasn't obsessed with love when we met
Maybe then it'd be different
You wouldn't be scared and I'd learn to listen yea

What if I was 2 years older
And you were two more years sober
Could we be like we were supposed to
Can't change nothing now, know it's been a few but

Do you wonder, do you wonder, do you wonder like I do
Do you wonder, do you wonder, do you wonder like I do
I wonder

I live in a dream world in my bed
Just me and the moon and the night
I imagine you saying things you never said
I imagine our perfect first time
Say I'm the missing piece
Changing, changing everything
Yea right, only in my dreams
I feel so damn stupid every time I think

What if you weren't so depressed and
What if I wasn't obsessed with love when we met
Maybe then it'd be different
You wouldn't be scared and I'd learn to listen yea

What if I was 2 years older
And you were two more years sober
Could we be like we were supposed to
Can't change nothing now, know it's been a few but

Do you wonder, do you wonder, do you wonder like I do
Do you wonder, do you wonder, do you wonder like I do, like I do

Do you wonder, do you wonder like I, like I do
Do you wonder, do you wonder like I do
Do you wonder, do you wonder like I do

Cuz I feel so damn stupid every time that I wonder

What if you didn't want closure
And it wasn't really over
Do you wonder, do you wonder, do you wonder like I do
I wonder yea