If This Is Goodbye

(album: Infinite Things - 2020)

I hurt myself before I came to your house
I guess I was distracted, had a delayed reaction
And I know it pains us both to see each other like this
(In these circumstances)

I've been a victim, done the work
I've sacrificed and had to hurt
But never had to say this, I surrender and I hate it
I've hit the high notes, lost the time
I had the heartbreaks, walked the line
But never have I lost this much before

If this is goodbye
Dust to dust, we're gone
We're worthless in the wind
If this is goodbye
No regrets, the sadness
Try not to let it in
If this is goodbye

Sometimes I ask myself, "Is there really a God?"
Someone to hold our hand, someone to hold our hearts
And I hear your voice inside my head saying you don't believe it anyway
(But I kneel and pray for you)

I've been a victim, done the work
I've sacrificed and had to hurt
But never had to say this, I surrender and I hate it
I've hit the high notes, lost the time
I had the heartbreaks, walked the line
But never have I lost this much before

If this is goodbye
Dust to dust, we're gone
We're worthless in the wind
If this is goodbye
No regrets, the sadness
Try not to let it in
If this is goodbye
Dust to dust, we're gone
We're worthless in the wind
If this is goodbye
No regrets, the sadness
Try not to let it in
If this is goodbye

Then I don't see the sense in anything at all
If this is goodbye
Then hair and blood and flesh don't matter anymore
If this is goodbye

If this is goodbye
Dust to dust, we're gone
We're worthless in the wind
If this is goodbye
No regrets, the sadness
Try not to let it in
If this is goodbye
Dust to dust, we're gone
We're worthless in the wind
If this is goodbye
No regrets, the sadness
Try not to let it in
If this is goodbye