i had a dream that you died

(album: grow your hair long if you're wanting to see something that you can change - 2022)

I had a dream that you died
We're not the closest
But you're a friend of mine
I woke up and realized
It was my subconscious
Showing me what it would be like
If this situation gets anymore out of hand
All of my sorta friends will be like
"Whoa I kinda knew that guy"
So I keep fighting each day
Against this avalanche
I feel like a lava lamp
The way that I've been totally fucked by time

I had a dream that you died
Somehow made it about me
I had a dream that you died
Somehow made it about me

And I had a dream that I saw
A blue whale jump out of the water
Standing on the docks
It took me back to Omaha
For no reason other than the happiness I felt
That so often seems lost
And then I got to thinking
How recently a lot
I ponder suicide
But I could never do that to my mom
So I keep fighting each day
Against this maelstrom
I feel like a chia pet
The way my hair looks dumb
And my heart is made of stone

I had a dream that I saw
A blue whale I was happy
I had a dream that I saw
A blue whale I was happy

I had a dream that you died
I had a dream that you died
I had a dream that you died
Somehow made it about me
I had a dream that you died
I had a dream that you died
I had a dream that you died

I had a dream that you died
We're not the closest
But you're a friend of mine