House On A Hill

(album: Fill In The Blank - 2023)

Sorry but I didn't get much sleep last night
Kept waking up sweating, heart beating ready for a fight, yeah
And it's not for any reason
Blame it on the seasons changing the way they are
Makes me restless scared of the dark

Have you ever felt alone when you're in a crowded room?
Like everyone's on to something except for you
If it's a joke guess I missed the punchline
I'm fine I'll pour a cup of coffee
But in the morning it's eating at my mind

3 am, I'm alone again

I was dreaming I had a house on a hill
Where the weight I feel
Couldn't reach me window seals open
To the garden where my hopes and dreams stood tall
Woke up it wasn't real
Sorry didn't get much sleep last night

She and I were fighting bout some stupid thing
Then I slammed the door she took the blame, yeah
And I know that it was my fault I'm not
The best at talking through it all
When I fall I close myself off

It's not alright
I can't sleep at night
Need that morning light
To tell me I'm fine
A little bit on edge
Give me space I'll get over it
Till I go to bed
Voices in my head

Tell me that I'm not enough
That I should give up
(3 am, I'm alone again)

I was dreaming I had a house on a hill
Where the weight I feel
Couldn't reach me window seals open
To the garden where my hopes and dreams stood tall
Woke up it wasn't real
Sorry didn't get much sleep last night
Last night I dreamt I couldn't find
Where to lay my burdens down
So I carried them out
And I brought em the morning
Is heavier now
Sorry didn't get much sleep last night

What is wrong?
Every alarm is telling me I need to wake up and move on
And what's the point of dreaming
If you never find the reason
I think it's time to wake up and move on
Sorry but I didn't get much sleep last night

I was dreaming I had a house on a hill
Where the weight I feel
Couldn't reach me window seals open
To the garden where my hopes and dreams stood tall
Woke up it wasn't real
Sorry didn't get much sleep last night
Last night I dreamt I couldn't find
Where to lay my burdens down
So I carried them out
And I brought em the morning
Is heavier now
Sorry didn't get much sleep last night