I Ain't Going

(album: Love Me Like I'm Dead (Last Call) - 2021)

I can't seem to find no peace, but them perkies keep me balanced
Mama thinking that it's over, I'ma die just like my daddy
I ain't going out like Royale, he got hit up all in traffic
I ain't going out like Prosper or Lil Tay, that shit was tragic
Suicidal thoughts, feel like I ain't gon' ever make it
Mama said, "Jitt, you gifted," and my gang said, "Be patient"
Yeah, the rabbit was the fastest but the turtle won the races
I got one life to live, fuck I look like letting you take it?

This for Mrs. Adreka, she got shot behind my bullshit
This for that young nigga that got hit up with a full clip
Pull up on my block, swear to God we valet, park the whip
Bodies dropping back to back, I swear to God, there ain't no stopping it
Ayy, this for Lil No-Face, he doing life at only 16
I can't tell him nothing, 'cause them crackers shattered his dreams
[?] homies back to back, I swear to God, we ain't get no peace
What the fuck, Soulja K? How my main man the police?
Shit crazy, man, life, it's never what I thought it would be
Put my all in this shit, I dropped my heart on the beat
Bitch, I'm dying in the trenches, yeah, my heart in the streets
And I stay with that Drac' like Tha Carter with me
Yeah, this for my lil' brother, doing life from off that murder case
He stood in front the judge with a grudge, had a murder face
I told that nigga, "Fuck it, like Tay-K, you shoulda' did the race"
Ain't shit crazy when yo' mistakes stare yo' ass dead in the face?

I can't seem to find no peace, but them perkies keep me balanced
Mama thinking that it's over, I'ma die just like my daddy
I ain't going out like Royale, he got hit up all in traffic
I ain't going out like Prosper or Lil Tay, that shit was tragic
Suicidal thoughts, feel like I ain't gon' ever make it
Mama said, "Jitt, you gifted," and my gang said, "Be patient"
Yeah, the rabbit was the fastest but the turtle won the races
I got one life to live, fuck I look like letting you take it?

Hit a nigga whip, yeah 3 niggas, they ain't make it
Yeah, coulda' been 4, but that pussy nigga made it
Jitt a savage like his daddy, he been thugging since a baby
I'ma die up in these streets, asking God can he save me?
Grab my Glock and hit the block, this shit ain't nothing to a soldier
I ain't fucking that lil' hoe, they say she sick just like Ebola
Popping perkies, got me rolling, rolling, like a rollercoaster
And I'm deep off in these streets, Mrs. Whitney told me, "Just be focused"

I can't seem to find no peace, but them perkies keep me balanced
Mama thinking that it's over, I'ma die just like my daddy
I ain't going out like Royale, he got hit up all in traffic
I ain't going out like Prosper or Lil Tay, that shit was tragic
Suicidal thoughts, feel like I ain't gon' ever make it
Mama said, "Jitt, you gifted," and my gang said, "Be patient"
Yeah, the rabbit was the fastest but the turtle won the races
I got one life to live, fuck I look like letting you take it?

I can't seem to find no peace, but them perkies keep me balanced
Mama thinking that it's over, I'ma die just like my daddy
I ain't going out like Royale, he got hit up all in traffic
I ain't going out like Prosper or Lil Tay, that shit was tragic
Suicidal thoughts, feel like I ain't gon' ever make it
Mama said, "Jitt, you gifted," and my gang said, "Be patient"
Yeah, the rabbit was the fastest but the turtle won the races
I got one life to live, fuck I look like letting you take it?