Ball And Chain

Guess it's one of those days
Where it's hard to keep the madness out my mind
Working to be happy
But I feel like it's just a waste of time
Can't carry this ball and chain
It makes me bring my pain
Wherever I go
I just wanna find my way, huh

Left the old me, saw the new me
Hit me like, "Oh, shit
How'd you do this? How'd you do this?"
Got through all that bullshit
I went through eh, I went through eh

Feels like I'm headed
Towards my own destruction
But I'ma say "fuck it"
It is better than nothing
Feels like I'm headed
Towards my own destruction
But I'ma say "fuck it"
It is better than nothing

Used to love the way she made me feel
Till I found out that it wasn't real
'Cause she thought I'd never heal
She the reason I'ma get a deal
Used to love the way you made me feel
Till I found out that it wasn't real
Bet you thought that I would never heal
But you're the reason I'ma get a deal

Guess it's one of those days
Where it's hard to keep the madness out my mind
Working to be happy
But I feel like it's just a waste of time
Can't carry this ball and chain
It makes me bring my pain
Wherever I go
I just wanna find my way, huh

Left the old me, saw the new me
Hit me like, "Oh, shit
How'd you do this? How'd you do this?"
Got through all that bullshit
I went through eh, I went through eh