Scars

(album: Ghosts - 2022)

Never felt so lonely
I never thought it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Lies just tear us both apart

Yeah I look for love
But none was found
Hate me because I'm underground
Yeah, lately seems I've become a clown
Here come the crowds
Internet trolls and abundance out
They love to go run their mouths
Rainy days and thunderclouds
I just pray that the sun comes out (Sun comes out)
London Bridge falling down
Lonely nights, not a sound
Just my thoughts, what's the cause?
Don't really know what it's all about
I search for love, looked all around
Still all alone when you're in a house
That don't feel like home
Keep the windows open just to feel the cold
And your skin, I know, been in it for so long
That it feels like some days I'ma lose my grip
I can't hold on anymore no but I go down in flames like a plane
Amelia Earhart
Guess I'm bout to go down, oh my
Got a fucking closed mind
With a hole inside that's blacker than a fucking coal mine
Barely holding on, I never

Never felt so lonely
I never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Lies just tear us both apart

Sometimes when I'm sleeping I go off the deep end and lose it
I'm lucidly dreaming the hurt away
Till I wake up in paralysis like I don't fractured the vertebrae
Woke up today feeling anxious
Like what if I die before I even make it to 38
Will I see pearly gates valley at a shadow of death?
And your death is just always a breath away
Yep, it's affirmative
Death is a scar that is permanent but the legend's eternal so I
Just keep working on leaving my mark in this world like superbly
Pain is temporary, get up and put on a tourniquet
If you're not terminal pussy throw dirt and
Dance with the devil and you will get burned again
Living in a wicked world
Rather be hurting and murdering each other rather than loving one another
Look, what we'll become and used to be like
Brothers now we're nothing but a bunch of fucking suckers, evil is among us
Fighting overcomes our politicians
Loving corporations knocking workers paying because the paying us next to nothing else
We don't have the money but we have the power
We got strength in numbers
We can overcome the scars of 2020

Never felt so lonely
I never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Lies just tear us both apart