Lost

(album: Ghosts - 2022)

You left me here to die
I didn't wanna say goodbye
Don't wanna say goodbye
Got no tears left to cry
You been on my mind
And I cannot heal this time
I'm really not ok inside
Got no tears left to cry

I'm not one to cry but tears are spewing down
Left me here to die and look I'm ruined now
You been on my mind I'm still confused about so many damn things
It's been hard without you around
As I trek this troubled path
3am on the highway driving straight until I'm out of gas
Call your number but you never hit me back
I'ma put this fucking car through a brick wall
I would rather crash than have to last without you baby
I'm out my mind, fine, no doubt that I'm crazy but I
Yell at the sky
God why is my heart now breaking
We used to fight and yell so loud 'til the house was shaking
I'm fucking out of patience

You left me here to die
I didn't wanna say goodbye
Don't wanna say goodbye
Got no tears left to cry
You been on my mind
And I cannot heal this time
I'm really not ok inside
Got no tears left to cry

But to me
You were like my heroin high
Arrogant guy who thought I would never lose you
It's embarrassing can barely get by
My screws loose you found a new dude who treats you better than I used to
And can I ask you something personal just as a friend?
Do you ever even think about me now and then?
Not on occasion?
I guess I'm probably wallowing
Kind of famous now though loneliness is following
So I pop Klonopin
Every fucking day now
Guess I got a problem and
I'll admit
But you ain't here to save me though I'm way down...
Gobble every pill and then I swallow till the bottom of the bottle
And I lay down
They say that damage from the past can be healed from the sands of an hours glass
Time fixes all right?
Alright
Years pass and I ain't really alright
Somewhere along this road I done lost sight...

You left me here to die
I didn't wanna say goodbye
Don't wanna say goodbye
Got no tears left to cry
You been on my mind
And I cannot heal this time
I'm really not ok inside
Got no tears left to cry

You left me here to die
I didn't wanna say goodbye
Don't wanna say goodbye
Got no tears left to cry
You been on my mind
And I cannot heal this time
I'm really not ok inside
Got no tears left to cry