Scumbag

(album: Don't Forget Where You Came From - 2021)

I saw it coming
Like a knife into my stomach
And there ain't no use in running
While she's twisting it
Ran out of patience
Told me I'm both kinds of wasted
Like this self-deprecation
That I'm swimming in
This candle's burning
At both ends, I think I'm learning
There's a point of no return
And this is it

She says I'm a scumbag
Wants to take her love back
Story of my li-i-i-ife
Why-y am I such an asshole?
Everything is my fault
Happens every ti-i-i-ime
Why-y-y? Yeah-yeah

Can't even argue
I'm too fucked up, it's too hard
To smash my heart in like a cartoon
There's no fixing it, yeah
But what's the difference
Between broken love and prison
She said "why you never listen?"
Least I think she did
Yeah...

I don't know, I don't know
How it got so bad
When it got so bad
I don't know why I make you sad

She says I'm a scumbag
Wants to take her love back
Story of my li-i-i-ife
Why-y am I such an asshole?
Everything is my fault
Happens every ti-i-i-ime
Why-y-y? Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah

I know, I know that she hates me
I know, I know she can't take me
I hope she knows I can't face myself right now

I don't know, I don't know
How it got so bad
When it got so bad
I don't know why I make you sad

She says I'm a scumbag
Wants to take her love back
Story of my li-i-i-ife
Why-y am I such an asshole?
Everything is my fault
Happens every ti-i-i-ime
Why-y-y? Yeah-yeah

I know, I know that she hates me
I know, I know she can't take me
I know she knows that it breaks me down, down, down
I know, I know that she hates me
I know, I know she can't take me
I hope she knows I can't face myself right now