Midnight In London

(album: Autumn Leaves - 2023)

There's something about
Being 5000 miles away
In a one room hotel
With my thoughts that keep me awake

All the photos I keep going back to
All the friends that I tell I don't miss you

I'm walking, it's raining, nose red from the cold
And I'm standing here wishing I was wearing your coat
But it's midnight in London
I hate being alone, oh I know
I'm just scared to let go
Of the late nights we'd spend up on the phone
And the way that you smile at your own stupid jokes
Well, somewhere, deep down, I still have hope
But I know that I'll have to let go

There's something about
Trying to smile when the sky's always grey
Stuck asking myself
What I could've done to make you stay

All the photos I keep going back to
All the friends that I tell I don't miss you

I'm walking, it's raining, nose red from the cold
And I'm standing here wishing I was wearing your coat
But it's midnight in London
I hate being alone, oh I know
I'm just scared to let go
Of the late nights we'd spend up on the phone
And the way that you smile at your own stupid jokes
Well, somewhere, deep down, I still have hope
But I know that I'll have to let go

Typed up a message while writing this song
And then I almost sent it a few minutes ago
Somewhere, deep down, I still have hope
But I know, I know, I know
I've got to let go