Poser

(album: LETTERS: Vol. 1 - 2019)

We were hanging with your rich kid city friends
Ones that I don't know
Not sure what to say, say it anyway
Isn't how I thought it go

And even if I'm faking it
Pretending to be confident
I am pathetic, I'll admit
Asking

Would you call me a poser
Or would you call me a friend?
After all that I told you
Was this time well spent?
I don't know what this meant

Did you take me here just to show me off
To that girl you used to know
Everybody here is looking at me weird
So I'll just put on a show

And even if I'm faking it
Pretending to be confident
I am pathetic, I'll admit
For asking

Would you call me a poser
Or would you call me a friend?
After all that I told you
Was this time well spent?
I don't, I don't, I don't

And who am I kidding
If I can't convince myself?
And who are you kidding
If I was there for someone else?
And on the train home
I'll stare at my phone
To hide my thoughts of what I might know

Would I call you a poser?
Are we more than just friends?
After all that I told you
Was this time well spent?
I don't know what this meant
What this meant
What this meant

I wish I could fall, into your love
But love is so overrated
I wish I could fall into your love
I really hope I don't mess you up
And you don't mess me up
And I don't mess you up

I hope I don't mess you up