Simply Surviving

(album: I'm Afraid I'm Not Angry - 2019)

Send my regards on a post card
Return to God, sent from heaven itself
Did I win big?
Call my mother, say I love her
Tell her quick I'm going under now
And it all makes sense

I never needed to fight this
I never needed to clench my fists
Lead my days in a worry
To watch it fall to an end

I've been shaking, waiting on the end of the ride
I wanna be happy, I wanna be alright
I've been shaking, waiting on the rest of my life
What's left for me than simply surviving?

Call my sister, say I'll miss her
I'd do better if I had forever
But I don't anymore
Tell my brother not to follow
Life is worth all the wallowing
And now that I know

I never needed to fight this
I never needed to clench my fists
Lead my days in a worry
To watch it fall to an end
I never needed to fight this
I never needed to clench my fists
Lead my days in a worry
To watch it fall to an end

I've been shaking, waiting on the end of the ride
I wanna be happy, I wanna be alright
I've been shaking, waiting on the rest of my life
What's left for me than simply surviving?