Dopamine

(album: Parade - 2021)

Hey kids I'm back I'm a little damaged
But I've got my phone to repair and salvage
Lost my dog, lost my mind, try to cope and manage
So I drink smoke fuck like a mindless savage I am

Thought I was in hell before God I was wrong
A little piece of my soul is permanently gone
The only thing that distracts me now are the songs
What's up people can you hear me if you can sing along

Time to wake up to my IG
Time to tune in to the TV
Time to make a fucking trash tweet
Give me just a little dopamine please
Stop

I'm stuck in my head what a pretty brain
My own blood's on the wall
Staining up the place
Now I know why addiction is my company
Let me fall into the fire
Killing everything that is me

Thought I was in hell before God I was wrong
A little piece of my soul is permanently gone
The only thing that can save me now are the songs
What's up people do you see I know you can now move along

Time to wake up to my IG
Time to tune in to the TV
Time to make a fucking trash tweet
Give me just a little dopamine please
Time to see who wants to text me
Time to take another selfie
Time to look up why I'm just so goddamn empty
Stop

I am getting tired of my own reflection
Looking at myself triggers all of my depression
Every fucking failure dropping like a godsend
Throw me a parade
It's my pity celebration

I am getting tired of my own reflection
Looking at myself triggers all of my depression
Every fucking failure dropping like a godsend
Throw me a parade
It's my pity celebration

I am getting tired of my own reflection
Looking at myself triggers all of my depression
Every fucking failure dropping like a godsend
Throw me a parade
It's my pity celebration
Stop

Time to wake up to my IG
Time to tune in to the TV
Time to make a fucking trash tweet
Give me just a little dopamine please
Time to see who wants to text me
Time to take another selfie
Time to look up why I'm just so goddamn empty