Pretend I'm Gay

(album: Gilded Pleasures - 2013)

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back

I get burning shakes and I feel odd smiles [?]
Like [?] out on my soul [?]
I find reason while it's all worthwhile
But I can't help feeling so cold

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back

My voice fell [?] and my face keeps up [?]
My dreams become my fear
There's so much love that I don't want
Cause I just want you here

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back

There's me in the night and me in the day
Ain't no in between
One thousand souls fight for control
Of the man with the long gone dream

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back

The dream is gone I float along
Pretend that nothing's wrong
Pretend I'm gay I'm numb to all things straight [?]

The dream is gone I float along
Pretend that nothing's wrong
Pretend I'm gay I'm numb to all things straight [?]

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back

There's me in the night and me in the day
Ain't no in between
One thousand souls fight for control
For the man with the long gone dream

My smile begins to show the things
That I never knew that I had
I raise my drink to drown your face
But you just keep coming back

The dream is gone I float along
Pretend that nothing's wrong
Pretend I'm gay I'm numb to all things straight [?]