cuba lake

(album: so that's it, huh? - 2020)

I fell asleep in the back seat
With my eyes wide shut bumping back street
We arrived on time to the crash scene
I just stared as I saw my body pass me
I swore that this shit happened last week
Gotta hunch it's a recurring bad dream
Had a bunch last year when they were asking
What is it that you fear in your passing

What is it that you fear in your passing
Maybe death but it's more so in the crashing
Do I feel everything as it's flashing
Do I care, does it hurt yeah I'm asking
'Cause I don't have a clue how to feel
Why do all of these dreams seem so real
Would it change if I just took the wheel
I watch all four tires squeal

Stuck in a nightmare
Scared by where my eyes stare
No clipping through my car door
My body will just lie there
Reaching towards the sky stairs
You won't make it I swear
The current is pulling me
I'm hoping I don't die here

Floating to the surface
I guess life is worth it
Beat the fuck out of myself
Tell me that I deserve it
Anxious as a person
For that I am certain
I embody all my fears
And wear them like a curtain