My Heart's A Wreck

(album: It Was All For Nothing - 2022)

My heart's a wreck, I'm so damn torn
I just feel like I can't go on no more
My life's a mess, and that's for sure
It just always seems to get so much worse

I think a lot that's all I do
I think about how much I feel so used
And after all is said is through
I think that you can say you feel that too

I don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling

Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

I know that you don't think of me
Maybe it's time that I should finally leave
Cause why would I ever matter
When I'm just another face in a crowded room?

And what is love? It's a fucking lie
Some nights I just wanna cry out my eyes
Cause all that's said has been said before
Now I know that this is torture

I don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling

Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

I told you that I'd never be fine without you
And I know that I can't make it through another day the same
But I used to get out of bed and be happy
But now I just see myself in the mirror and I'm angry

Cause I can't look myself in the face
Cause I hate my face and my face hates me
And I know that you think that I'm great
But I'm just a waste of space lying on the field

I don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling

Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me