A Song I Wrote After Therapy

(album: A Deer In Headlights - 2022)

I was talking to my therapist
You know the one you recommended
She's tryna talk about my safety
I find it hard to pay attention

In my head, I can't hide
I'm empty inside
I gotta fix me on my own

Stars are fading from the sky
In the city, in the city
When I'm high this is paradise
And you're still with me in the city

And all I know
Is I don't know

Now I'm talking to the waitress (the waitress)
Who's trying to put me back together (back together)
Said there's no shame in being broken (being broken)
But I've broken since eleven (since eleven)

In my head, I can't hide
All the rage, I keep silent
Gotta fix it on my own

Stars are fading from the sky
In the city, in the city
When I'm high this is paradise
And you're still with me in the city

All I know
Is I don't know
All I know
Is I don't know

If you're contemplating calling, then call me
'Cause I really feel like talking, honestly
I can't wait another summer
He can't love you like I love you
I wrote this to let you know

Stars are fading from the sky
In the city, in the city
When I'm high this is paradise
And you're still with me in the city

And all I know
Is I don't know
And all I know
Is I don't know