Easier

(album: Is It Tuesday Yet? - 2022)

Green as the grass, white as the snow
Everywhere I'm looking now
It seems easier
Just lean back and breathe the air
Washing away, watching as they
Slowly lose their shape it seems
Lighter on the shoulder

Yo, hindsight 20/20, but it wasn't ideal
To the ones who went numb, now you know how I feel
And I been looking for some hope, but no luck where it got
When you get rid of ego you have nothing to hide
And when I get there, well that has yet to be seen
Thirteen years I think my wife has yet to be mean
I think my consciousness has dementia, it forgets that I [?]
Things that make me feel hurt to make me feel seen
To make me feel good, choose the same choice as I still would
Ironic that this jagged little pill would
Smooth out the edges, the pain from the thorns
Where my flowers now, I don't wanna have to wait until they mourn
So I'm torn, yeah I'm ripping out my heart
Tryna be a beacon of light, it got me in the dark
When life is in a loop, it's hard not to spiral
It's sick what they do to get viral
I'm saying

Green as the grass, white as the snow
Everywhere I'm looking now
It seems easier
Just lean back and breathe the air
Washing away, watching as they
Slowly lose their shape it seems
Lighter on the shoulder

I'm so grateful that I woke up, many people that don't
And I get to chase my dreams, many people that won't
And I always had a vision, always had to look ahead
He can't even write well, well that what it he just said
What do they know, question every lesson they talk
And I wouldn't been in peace if not for blessings I fought
And I heard that actions can lessen the thought
And you give just to give, take lesson you brought
I won't put it in account but I put it in a verse
And I gotta kill the noise, watch me put it in a hearse
Told 'em keep they two cents, you can put it in your purse
I been on to test patience, I shoulda been a nurse
Everybody has a journey, I don't know why we make scores
If we could trade problems, I would never take yours
Look for understanding if I misunderstood
I'ma just take the bag with the good like I should

The music inside grows louder and I
Find myself once again smiling
Like a [?]
I'm looking for the reason I
Free as the grass coming from under the snow
Nothing standing in my way
Breathe in the air

I promise
(I'm looking for the reason I)
It's gonna get easier
Oh yeah
(Breathe in the air)
Well

(Breathe in the air)