Clenching A Tight Fist (주먹을 꽉 쥐고)

(album: Mastermind - 2010)

[Romanized:]

Garago garago malhaesseo
Sirtago nan daedaphaesseo
Neol dasi mot bol geot gataseo
Du pallo neoreul ango sipeunde chama
Nan geureoji motaesseo meonjeo ul geot gataseo

Heeojyeo sal sudo itguna
Urido ibyeori itguna
Heosuseumman gyesok nawaseo
Bonaejundago ppalligarago kkok haengbokharago
Jumeogeul kkwak jwigo nan ureosseo

Urin mannaseon an dwae
Ijen mannaseon an dwae
Chagaun I mare ipsureul kkaemulgo
Doraboji anheullae jeoldae an dorabollae
Dajimeul hago tto dasi haebojiman
Geuge andwae

Geu huro dangsinege chajaganeun
Kkumeul banbokhajyo
Dwit moseumman boil ppun
Nal bomyeo useojujin annneyo
Bangapge insal geonneyo
Amureon daedabi eobseodo
Kkumeseo kkaeeonan dwie huhoehaji antorok
Bin jaril mekkugiga swipjimaneun anta
Gieogeun jakku geudaega inneun
Geu gotman bichunda
Mamedo eomneun soril geudaeege bonaeyo
Jumeogeul kkwak jwigo Good luck to you

Jibeuro doraoneun giri
Ireoke himdeul jul mollasseo
Gaseumi neomu meongmeokhaeseo
Jal sarayaji igyeonaeyaji
Nal chuseuryeo bwado
Ni saenggangman naseo cham himdeulda

urin mannaseon an dwae
Ijen mannaseon an dwae
Chagaun I mare ipsureul kkaemulgo
Doraboji anheullae jeoldae an dorabollae
Dajimeul hago tto dasi haebojiman
Geuge andwae

Neoran yeoja ijeulgeoran mal haedo
Neoran yeoja dasi boji malja dajimhaebwado
Ireoke tto neoreul itji motae

Seoro saranghaenneunde
Jeongmal saranghaenneunde
Uriga ireoke wae heeojineunde
(Heeojiji malja)
Na eobsin mot sandago
Jugeulji moreundago
Keun sori chideon neon daeche eodi inni
Eodi ganni

[Korean:]

가라고 가라고 말해서
싫다고 나는 대답했어
널 다시 못 볼 것 같아서
두 팔로 너를 안고 싶은데 차마
난 그러지 못했어 먼저 울 것 같아서

헤어져 살 수도 있구나
우리도 이별이 있구나
헛웃음만 계속 나와서
보내준다고 빨리 가라고 꼭 행복하라고
주먹을 꽉 쥐고 난 울었어

우린 만나선 안 돼
이젠 만나선 안 돼
차가운 니 말에 입술을 깨물고
돌아보지 않을래 절대 안 돌아볼래
다짐을 하고 또 다시 해보지만
그게 안 돼

그 후로 당신에게 찾아가는
꿈을 반복하죠
뒷모습만 보일 뿐
날 보며 웃어주진 않네요
반갑게 웃어볼래요
아무런 대답이 없어도
꿈에서 깨어난 뒤에 후회하지 않도록
빈 자리 메우기가 쉽지만은 않다
기억은 자꾸 그대가 있는
그곳만 비춘다
맘에도 없는 소리를 그대에게 보내요
주먹을 꽉 쥐고 good luck to you

집으로 돌아오는 길이
이렇게 힘들 줄 몰랐어
가슴이 너무 먹먹해서
잘 살아야지 이겨내야지
날 추스려 봐도
니 생각만 나서 참 힘들다

우린 만나선 안 돼
이젠 만나선 안 돼
차가운 니 말에 입술을 깨물고
돌아보지 않을래 절대 안 돌아볼래
다짐을 하고 또 다시 해보지만
그게 안 돼

너란 여자 잊을 거라 말해도
너란 여자 다신 보지 말자 다짐해봐도
이렇게 또 너를 잊지 못해

서로 사랑했는데
정말 사랑했는데
우리가 이렇게 왜 헤어지는데
(헤어지지 말자)
나 없인 못산다고
죽을 지 모른다고
큰소리치던 넌 대체 어디 있니
어디 갔니

[English translation:]

I told you to go, to go away
I replied back to you that I didn't like you
Because I thought I wasn't going to see you again
I wanted to embrace you with my two arms,
But I couldn't do that because I thought I was going to cry first

We can live apart,
There is a farewell for us
Only fake laugh is coming out
I will send you away, so hurry up and go and be happy
Clenching my fists tight, I started to cry

We can't meet again,
Now we really can't meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don't want to look back, I don't want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again,
But I can't do that

After that, the dreams
Of me finding you repeats
Just looking at your back,
You don't smile back looking at me
I happily greet you
Even though there is no response from you
So that I won't end up regretting after I wake up from this dream
It isn't easy to fill up a blank space
The memories just shine a light
To where you are
Words that I don't even mean, I send them to you
Clenching my fists tight, Good luck to you

I didn't know it was this hard
Walking back home
My heart is too stuffed up
I need to live better I need to fight this off
No matter how much I tell myself
It is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind

We can't meet again,
Now we really can't meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don't want to look back, I don't want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again,
But I can't do that

Even though I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you
Even though I tell myself that I will never look at a girl like you
But again I can't forget you

We loved each other,
We really loved each other
Why are we breaking up like this?
(Let's not break up)
Telling me that you couldn't live without me,
Telling me that you were going to die without me
You who used to say such thing, where did you go?
Where did you go?