Sick N' Tired

(album: Beautiful Struggle - 2014)

I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
Lemme smoke on my weed and just get higher
I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
Lemme smoke on my weed and just get higher

I've been trying so hard
And I be waiting so long, yeah, hey
Just to feel how I use to feel
But what I use to feel never was real
Smoking weed to numb the pain
A lot of stress on my brain
I I hate you and I love you
And I think of her when I fuck you
You played me and I played you
When you telling me I can't touch you

I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
Lemme smoke on my weed and just get higher
I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
Lemme smoke on my weed and just get higher

They want my soul
They want my soul
They want my soul
I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired

Tryna stay clear of the devil but he got me in a headlock
Gimme yo best shot, haze twisted like a dreadlock
Fuck friends, I got a pet rock
Hell or heaven's the next stop
Am I living for myself or have I been lying to impress God?
The best spot for me would be prison
Cause my mind already behind bars
But an amazing way of living, that's fiction
Stomach issues and mental issues
Fuck tissues, fighting back the tears
Fuck the hype I gained over the years that got me here
Finding a balance in this life is gonna kill me
Ain't nobody feel me 'specially when they say they feel me
Pleasure disguise is pain cause those pleasures leave you guilty
I don't even know what I love, shit, I barely know the real me motherfucker for real

I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
Lemme smoke on my weed and just get higher
I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
Lemme smoke on my weed and just get higher

They want my soul
They want my soul
They want my soul
I'm sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired