Stressin'

(album: Forgive & Regret - 2020)

Feeling like a spectator watching my own life pass
People tearing at my heart like a triple bypass
Wish my shit was half-empty, there ain't shit in my glass
Trying to be grateful every day for what I have
Really need a sign, God, please can you send me one?
Think I lost myself giving pieces out to everyone
Evil chasing after me, but you know I never run
There's a lot of people that make me wanna go get the gun
Then I see my cousin face, never saw another day
Wish all the stress I been having would go the fuck away
Ion wanna die, but I wish I could sleep forever
Least me and my loved ones who passed away would be together

Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressing me out now
Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressing me out now

All the bullshit have been stressing me out
Sometimes it make me wish I took a simpler route
Lately, I've been in my head just beginning to doubt
It's like my brain is a prison that I'm living in now
I guess that I should get used to it
I think that I'm losing it
Problems, got a lot, always tryna find out the root of it
I think it's a lost hope, staring at a crossroads
Hanging onto my soul, I won't sell it for a cost, no
Alligator on my shirt, don't care what it Lacoste, though
Drowning in this damn world, someone please toss rope
Hopefully, I use it right, lately, I've been losing sight
Making big decisions, and I'm praying that I'm choosing right
Attacked with anxiety, feel it deep inside of me
I assume you want something second you say hi to me
I got used to everyone around me telling lies to me
I could see through your disguise, it is not surprising me

Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressing me out now
Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressing me out now

These dark clouds follow me
Sick of your apologies
Every single time I think about you, it just bother me
Wish it could change, this the way that it's gotta be
This the way that it gotta be
Got here all up on my own, Ion need you
I sleep well knowing that I'll never be you
I was the only one that cared, now you'll never see me there
You gon' really miss how I treat you

Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressing me out now
Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressing me out now

Stressing me out now
Stressing me out now