Hate Goodbyes

(album: Clash Of The Substance - 2023)

Come back, I hate goodbyes
God damn, I hate goodbyes


It was the summer of 2017
And I got burned from not wearing enough sunscreen
I was asking for it
I was asking for it
Then you came out of nowhere
Like from a movie scene
You said you hadn't been in love before
But you knew I had been
You kept on asking for it
You were asking for it

I think I always find [?] troubled and weak
When you were on my mind
I always struggled to sleep
My teeth would always grind
I had bad dreams from the lies
I left myself behind because I hate goodbyes
I hate goodbyes

And now the winter of 2018
My head and stomach were sick
Contagious heart in between
I was asking for it
I was asking for it
You knew I had cut open and scarred
You knew how many times that I had broken a heart
You kept on asking for it
You were asking for it

Now I dearly missed you
Damaged your scar tissue
But I really miss you
When I feel alone

I think I always find [?] troubled and weak
When you were on my mind
I always struggled to sleep
And every single time I said "hey, I've had enough"
You'd find a way to somehow convince me this was love
I told you I think that we were living a lie
And it's something I regret
I kept on giving it time
And it's so hard to forget about when I think this is right
Nothing hung around so long because I hate goodbyes
And I hate goodbyes

Two different worlds
Such different minds
I don't think we can come back this time
And God, it hurts
That we can't deny the love [?]
Two different worlds
Such different minds
I don't think we can come back this time
And God, it hurts
That we can't deny the love [?]

Now, I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue
Damn, I really miss you
When I feel alone
No, I didn't mean this to
Constantly continue
Because with you I feel so god damn alone
Come back, I hate goodbyes

I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue (I hate goodbyes)
But I cannot help but miss you
I'm alone
(Come back, I hate goodbyes)
I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue (I hate goodbyes)
But I cannot help but miss when I'm alone
God damn, I hate goodbyes