Satisfied

(album: Smoke - 2014)

I've spent so much time
Chasing
A life I thought was mine
I thought I deserved
I thought I'd earned
What is it in my heart
That's damaged
To take a beautiful life
For granted 'cause
It was how I planned it

I've come to terms with the man that I made up
And the one I really am
I've taken turns on the days when I gave up
And the ones I took a stand
And I can be satisfied with
You in my saddest times or
I can't be satisfied at all

How many lessons must I learn
The hard way
And through it all to know I'm loved
Always
I think I've always knew

I've come to terms with the man that I made up
And the one I really am
I've taken turns on the days when I gave up
And the ones I took a stand
And I can be satisfied with
You in my saddest times or
I can't be satisfied at all

I've come to terms with the man that I made up
I've taken turns on the days when I gave up

And I can be satisfied with
You in my saddest times or
I can't be satisfied at all

Give me an honest lifeline
I'm giving up killing time so
I can be satisfied in you