Ascension

(album: Sincerely Yours - 2014)

Lyrically I could be Taleb Abidali
So fuck following whoever decided to leave
God's be right here at the top of the steps
Did everything I have, until it's nothing left
A man's defined by his work, quiet as a step
Keep your third eye open, no paying intercept
Son, what's the meaning of life?
Trying to stick to the code, I'm not being right
Uh, so one can be a sign
Feels like everybody around me is living a lie
Enough water that I could drown in the tears of my eyes
Wanna make the world a little better, before my demise
Feel like the gap is getting longer, the higher I climb
Having to put myself right again time after time
Line after line I'm elevating the collective conscious
... over college, took my tuition, I made a direct deposit
Until I split the hard notch, my major ran in my dreams
And now my wallet is so big that it can fit in my jeans
Brought... music, won't let the shit intervene
I had a dream when I was younger, I was winning that ring
I had to switch off my monster, switch up my mantra
Partly stay humble when they're praising you at concert
Stupid, acting... so I decided to divide my attention
Thought she wanted me to blow, how you can't do with my ascension

I thought you loved me!
(I do love you!)
I thought you're the one for me
(Baby, I'm the one for you right now!)
Like, forever!
What happened
(I don't know, I was tripping
I was on the, I was on the bullshit
The insecurities in my mind just aren't working in here
It's just the bitches and I don't even know...
It doesn't even matter like
You're all I want, I'm sorry love!
Great wound for that
Don't, don't walk away from me!
Cause I need you...)

I, I thought you loved me
I thought you love me!
You said
I thought you loved me!
I thought you loved me!
No, no, no, it's not love, no!