In Circles

(album: Radiant Dark - 2020)

Swimming circles in my mind
Why can't I leave this all behind?
I'm stuck in the place that I'll never feel safe
I'll never feel safe
Every single thought is false
Now I'm keeping myself locked behind these fucking walls
Take me back, back to when I felt my best
All this time in between, I'm a fucking mess

I won't make it out alive
And I can't seem to find the will to survive
Heartless and I get knocked back down
Drowning, gasping, screaming, all without a sound

Can I run to safety?
Escape the world that this hate breeds
It's harder to keep myself sane
Mind out of luck, it still remains

No, I'm not anything I thought I'd be
It's not the same for my own way
Fuck this feeling
Every minute that I waste
It's closer to failure I don't want
To fuel this flame (Fuel this flame)
Never been one to take the blame
Nothing different, it's all the same
Forget my name
Nothing is different
Forget my name

Can I run to safety?
Escape the world that this hate breeds
It's harder to keep myself sane
Mind out of luck, it still remains
Can I run to safety?
Escape the world that this hate breeds
It's harder to keep myself sane
Mind out of luck, it still remains