No Control

(album: Radiant Dark - 2020)

Who the fuck are you?
Who the fuck are you?

You're the worst kind of evil that I've ever seen
Torturing me to my end, what does it mean?
If I could just run, maybe I would be okay
I don't have the strength for another day, oh
Can you help me? Oh, please help me
Every breath is slowly killing me (Killing me)
Trapped inside as far as I can see

I'm sick of hearing, "It's okay", that it's all in my head
I'm sick of your lies, so tired of feeling this way
Stop playing innocent, you're the one to blame
Just stay away from me, don't you know the damage is done?

Am I living a lie?
The monster is real, the monster is real
Misery in my body is all I feel
Days feel like weeks when you're trapped inside this hell
I'm supposed to trust you, why can't I trust you?
Do you get enjoyment out of seeing me suffer?
She tells me it's for the best, but is it enough for you?
One day you will regret your actions
No longer will you get your fucking satisfaction
Look at me, do you miss how I used to be?

I'm sick of hearing, "It's okay", that it's all in my head
I'm sick of your lies, so tired of feeling this way
Stop playing innocent, you're the one to blame
Just stay away from me, don't you know the damage is done?

So sick, so sick of feeling this way
So sick, so sick, you know I can never leave

Why the fuck did you bury me in this empty fucking hole?
I deserved so much more and you gave me so much less
Fuck

Who the fuck are you
To leave me in no control? (No control)
Forgotten, now just a memory
Let us release from the past