Nauseous

(album: God, I Hate This Place - 2023)

What if I stayed here and gave it up
What if I cleaned my room then we fucked
What if I laid here just like she would
What if I practiced and got really good

Cause all I wanna be is everything
That you need and more
If I were to give you everything
It wouldn't be enough

I wanna be your pretty girl
I'll never be your pretty girl
I wanna be your pretty girl
I'll never be your pretty girl

Just like a lost dog, you'll search all night
Probably won't like what you'll find
It makes me nauseous, sick at the sight
My own world, my own design

Cause all I wanna be is everything
That you need and more
If I were to give you everything
It wouldn't be enough

I wanna be your pretty girl
I'll never be your pretty girl
I wanna be your pretty girl
I'll never be your pretty girl

Got all dressed up, but I'll stay home
Got all dressed up don't wanna go
I'll just stay in and think of you
I'll just stay in and clean my room

All I wanna be is everything
I cleaned my room for you

If I were to give you everything
It wouldn't be enough

I wanna be your pretty girl
I'll never be your pretty girl
I wanna be your pretty girl
I'll never be your pretty girl