Soul Crushing

(album: Voice Of A Rebel - 2019)

Wish I could pack this suitcase of memories
But I'm a little too late, they've taken over me
My friends say

"Watchu gonna do about it? You're wasting your time
Can't you see she's moved on? You fell for all her lies"
Now we're just strangers with all these memories
Oh how I miss the you that once cared for me
Oh it's not easy to accept you're gone
Feels like a knockout punch, wish I could just move on
And now I'm screaming, into my pillow tonight
Oh the frustration, oh damn it don't feel alright
Question

Why you gotta be so fricking soul crushing?
I guess I'll never know, you gave up on me
Now I'm alone and got nobody
Why you gotta be so fricking soul crushing?
I guess I'll never know, you gave up on me
Now I'm alone and got nobody

So save me, save me from the wreckage
I'm buried deep beneath your broken promises
Why do you play me, play me and treat me like this?
I don't deserve this at all, you should've been honest
Question

Why you gotta be so fricking soul crushing?
I guess I'll never know, you gave up on me
Now I'm alone and got nobody
Now I'm alone and got nobody

"Go get a grip of yourself" they keep on telling me
But they don't have a clue about how I feel
Your silence suffocates me but I still choose to breathe
'Cause I won't let this rejection get the best of me

And now I'm screaming, into my pillow tonight
Oh the frustration, oh damn it don't feel alright
Question

Why you gotta be so fricking soul crushing?
I guess I'll never know, you gave up on me
Now I'm alone and got nobody
Why you gotta be so fricking soul crushing?
I guess I'll never know, you gave up on me
Now I'm alone and got nobody

So save me, save me from the wreckage
I'm buried deep beneath your broken promises
Why do you play me, play me and treat me like this?
I don't deserve this at all, you should've been honest
Question

Why you gotta be so fricking soul crushing?